eyes with nothing to gaze on
I'm sorryI too hoped that I would find reasons to live during the vacation, but in fact everything is worse than before. I am not half as well as I thought, and every time I'm on an airplane part of me hopes that it will crash.
This site may still be on vacation, or not. I don't know. I have to go to New Mexico in a couple of days. The beginning of June should bring a return to form, anyway, if you miss it.